Today has been decent. There was no real anxiety over my life's stresses. I got to sleep in (Even when I had something to do this morning) til noon. I feel generally okay today.
Still I know that will probably change as putting off the many tasks before me will mean I have to try and rush to complete them later on. I guess it could always be worse. And for that alone I'm pretty thankful it isn't. I am going to have to spend over a hundred dollars today and I find myself hoping something comes along to change that fact.
Realistically it wont happen, but I'm trying to be hopeful to save myself from being upset over it.
I'm also super sore and exhausted physically due to taking two Hydroxicut and my extensive exercise yesterday. So it could be that I'm actually just to burned out to be upset or long for gambling. I still find myself more drawn to gambling tip pages and the like... Though I'm not sure it hurts me to read over such articles as I'm not really using what I'm reading currently.
Other then that... Even after my relapse... Things are improving. I just hope this time I can go longer without slipping and falling back into my habit.
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