Day 9: Falling Back

I'm falling back into my old routines. This is of course, without the gambling. And I'm not sure if that's a good thing. I mean it leads me to find there's time in my day left empty. Phases and segments that I'd have spent engrossed in horses or online card games that I'm now left without anything to do but think.

I'm worried more so because it seems gambling was one of my few enjoyed hobbies... I mean I love Dodgeball, and enjoy playing the xbox. I even like to cook once in a blue moon or mess around with the interwebs. But I can't do any of those things for the same amount of time as I can place wagers or bets. Not drinking is making it harder too I believe. I don't even get the minor social experience that would afford me.

So I think I'm going to take back the drinking. I'm by no means an alcoholic so I don't think it's so bad. I just need to make sure I don't slip further down the rabbit hole.

I've wanted to play lotto for some time now. I wonder what that means.