Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Day 6: Hunger

So today has been pretty slow. I've not done much of anything, but have been hungry all day. I had an odd dream about being in a marathon... And my body is still sore so it's kinda odd.

I did think pretty heavily on purchasing a scratch card or two... But it wasn't as hard to turn that thought away as it had been in previous days... Still I find myself longing for one big win... Trying to justify it with thoughts of things like, "Well if I win one big prize I'll prove giving up on this isn't the most intelligent thing."

It's stupid thoughts like that, that fuck me over. A lose, lose situation of sorts... Luckily I've got the upper hand on it...

Here's to hopping it stays that way.

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