So today has been pretty slow. I've not done much of anything, but have been hungry all day. I had an odd dream about being in a marathon... And my body is still sore so it's kinda odd.
I did think pretty heavily on purchasing a scratch card or two... But it wasn't as hard to turn that thought away as it had been in previous days... Still I find myself longing for one big win... Trying to justify it with thoughts of things like, "Well if I win one big prize I'll prove giving up on this isn't the most intelligent thing."
It's stupid thoughts like that, that fuck me over. A lose, lose situation of sorts... Luckily I've got the upper hand on it...
Here's to hopping it stays that way.
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Day 6: Hunger
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